Showing newest posts with label Life. Show older posts
Showing newest posts with label Life. Show older posts

20100201

31 Days into 2010

31 Days after the change of the year and I ponder what to do with the next 11 months. Schoolwork has kept me very busy, leaving little time for personal endeavors or social interactions.


20100131

11 months of 2010 to go and my bucket list of tasks is a bit overwhelming.

Striving for a minimalist lifestyle, I continue to purge my belongings of the unneeded and unwanted; the book collection is down to 35 from ~250 a year ago.

I ponder my options for financing my education.

I wonder if my actions will bring peace to my noisy mind.

I find documenting such pondering to be therapeutic to my future self.

20100125

Status Updates

For my reader(s) that aren't on Twitter or Facebook, here are a compilation of status updates and thoughts rattling my mind.

  • I'm obsessing over tiny houses, specifically the Tumbleweed Fencl
  • I'm way too excited about homework
  • Drawing at least one page in my sketchbook each day
  • I feel I have too much stuff
  • Writing a book about simplifying my life inspired by Leo Babauta
  • Dissolved two of my three blogs
  • Taking a picture of myself everyday this year and posting on Flickr
  • Compliance Discourages the Extraordinary
  • I've discovered the spice of "Rosemary". It smells so good I want to WEAR IT
  • Sometimes I'm too open with my heart, maybe that explains all the scars
  • I don't want to live my life as other people think I should live it
  • A man, unable to unhook a woman's bra with one hand, is not yet a man
  • I learned how to use Google Sketchup 7
  • Looking for a way to earn a living while going to school
  • Learning about Industrial Design
-Tomas

20100106

School Starts for Winter 2010

School has started!

It has been over 14 years since I graduated from Madison High School and I'm FINALLY getting my act together and going to college. It's not that I didn't have something to do in those 14 years, but rather I did something I thought made me happy.

Now, I'm pursuing a higher education in hopes that I can get into jobs that are of interest to me rather than taking what comes and just going with it. I've made some good money in the past, but it didn't make me happy. I'd rather pursue an education and the career that will make me happy or at least set me on the path to find what I seek.

The first few days at Portland Community College have been a little hectic as everyone is scrambling to get their books, supplies and make changes to classes.

I'm taking four classes in the Winter 2010 term.
WR121 - English Composition
MTH60 - Introduction to Algebra
ART131 - Introduction to Drawing
ART181 - Painting 1

I've had to go to class each day carrying my laptop, books, art supplies and rain gear, all together topping at least 30lbs of gear. Now that I know which books I can take to class and which to leave home, my load is only a couple of pounds lighter on my back. However, now that I have to carry painting supplies two days a week, my load is heavy again. Unfortunately, since I don't have a car to act as a locker, I have to carry everything around with me to class and between classes. Nothing like carrying a large portfolio full of canvases and a bucket full of paints and brushes to a writing class.

Now that I have financial aid to pay for school and food stamps to pay for eating, I just need some paying WORK to pay for everything else I need!

Wish me luck on this term!

-Tomas

20091214

My 33rd Birthday

I just turned 33 years-old yesterday, taking the day to relax and enjoy myself with a group of friends, lounging around the house and watching the entire Lord of the Rings Extended Edition Trilogy.

Watching all three films is such a nerdy event, but we spiced it up by making up drinking games on-the-fly and giving them the Mystery Science Theatre 3000 treatment. Nothing like having 10 people screaming "Look out for the giant spider!".

Fun was had by all, tons of beer and other alcohol was consumed, none by me, and not one but TWO birthday cakes were baked and presented in my honor.

I love my Portland friends and could hardly think of a better way to grow another year.

Thanks everybody!

20091022

I don't feel smart

"If you say I'm so smart, why do I feel so dumb?"

This quote has been ringing in my mind for weeks...but it started years ago when I wandered the bookstore for hours picking up books on subjects of interest only to have more questions and interests expanded. Mathematics, Languages, Arts, Sciences...it all seem so interesting.

I began to lose interest in things of pop-culture like video games and the latest movies, but rather started looking within and analyzing my own short-comings, questions about nature, and how everything I didn't know started to become interesting and new.

I still like going to the occasional movie or dabbling in a video game, but these are no longer the center of my universe. I'm now more interested in how things work, the world around me, and gathering new experiences.

20090807

Let the Cool Head Prevail

There are times when something makes me very upset. There are times when something makes me down right furious. There are times when people like to say things over the radio, over the internet or even in person that just whip me into a storm of fury and disbelief.

During these times of charged emotions, judgment is often askew and responses to stimuli are often poor in nature. E-mails can't be un-sent, instant messages messages are instant, and hurtful words linger in the mind of the receiver and can destroy relationships.

Insightful words are often said by various figures and media outlets in an attempt to provoke a reaction as a negative reaction will most likely generate the most traffic.

Don't give in to this ruse.


Tomas Meditates
Originally uploaded by Matt.Picio


Don't let the media outlet, attention whore, or provocature relish in your response and claim they are famous because of it. Don't let them gain a cent from your anger. Don't let them profit from your hurt.

Sometimes, the best response is no response at all.

Let yourself calm down and reattain a rational mind. Think about the reason of the anger and why the other person may have said the irritating remark. Do they say it for attention, anger, passion or spite?

If a response of some form is warranted, keep it in a cool and collected manner. It will help prevent any hurtful words of passion, heat of the moment bite, or buried feelings of resentment.

Keeping your wits about you will make you the better person and improve one's life.

I'm certain there are many books concerning anger management, conflict resolution and interpersonal relationships that cover much of what I just said, so feel free to research more at your local library.

These words are from my experiences and afterthoughts and how it has affected my own quality of life.

-Tomas

20090805

Simplified Electronics

I currently own very few electronic devices.

Laptop
iPhone 3G
Garmin eTrex Vista HcX
Garmin Forerunner 205
Samsung Digital Camera
Epson All-in-One Printer

GPS confirms location

I no longer get my kicks from spending many hours in front of a large screen TV, playing video games and so on. I'd rather spend as much time as possible in the outdoors, so if the electronics can't come with me on the bicycle, they get sold or donated (exception: printer).

It's made my life so much easier to not have to worry about having the latest game system, a TV large enough to impress my friends, or sound system loud enough to warrant a police bust. Even if any one item is lost or broken beyond repair, a replacement is only a couple of hundred dollars or cheaper if I shop around.

Why must I need two GPS units? The HcX is used on my bicycle and runs off of two AA batteries. I use it for street level navigation on my adventures and can find batteries anywhere I go. The 205 is used for training purposes only, but the wealth of numbers it provides is great motivation for me. Both GPS units have their purpose in my life and don't really need to be any more fancy or have any extra features. If I needed, I could get by with the HcX to track my running mileage, but I'd rather not have to hold the unit in my hand while trotting downtown.

The Laptop keeps my computing needs pretty simple as it can do EVERYTHING. Play DVDs & CDs (I own neither), access the internet, watch videos, play iTunes, and run graphics software. I don't need it to play the latest video games as that is no longer part of my life.

These few things keep me happy and connected to the rest of the world. Almost all of these could fit into a single backpack and I intend to keep it that way.

20090727

Life Matters in Order

I've been spending a lot of time trying to get various aspects of my life in order, enjoy what I have now, and plan for the future and what it means for my adventures and careers.

12 years of IT work have been a varying in degrees of triumph and frustrations. Software changes so much so quickly that most of the skills I learned 10 years ago are not at all relevant to modern systems. It is sometimes maddening that certain skills I studied were never to be used.

On the flip-side of this dilemma, is that it is not entirely boredom but rather a chance to learn something new all the time. It's a matter of recognizing those oppurtunities and taking the plunge.

To keep my life interesting and keep myself open to new challenges, I've started considering new careers, volunteering and taking work pro-bono.

Here are some of the career paths I'm pursuing:

  • Tattoo Artist
  • Trainer
  • Writer
  • Illustrator
  • Bicycle Builder
  • Web Developer
  • Coach

Each of these paths are being pursued in varying degrees, but all of them interest me in different ways to stimulate different parts of my psyche. I love the thought of being creative, logical, physical and instructive.

I've just started reading "Career Renegade" and have started to find massive inspiration to pursue my dreams in multiple careers and not limit myself to one niche field of profession.

-Tomas

20090629

Thoughts of a Cubicle Monkey

It is the 1-year anniversary of the day I walked away from a well-paying corporate job to the would-be life of the self-employed.

Fed-up. Burned-out. Disgusted. Tired. Frustrated. Every word imaginable of just being unable to bring myself to go into an office any longer.

I could no longer get paid to do a job I hated. I didn't mind the people with whom I worked, but rather the people whom I was forced to speak to and listen for 10 hours, 4 days a week. People required to a have some sort of degree and responsibility. People with whom parents leave their children several times a week while they go to work. People who couldn't tell you how to spell their last name or know "What's a Clock"

I could no longer numb my mind to the daily repetitive tasks, repeating the same lines at the beginning of the 40+ phone calls per days. I could no longer kill time on the internet "researching", blogging, or reading pointless news articles.

I had to escape.

A plan was in development. I could save x amount per paycheck and squirrel away enough to pay for tattoo schooling in just a few months. I just had to keep working.

Not good enough.

I could quit in a few weeks after the summer and before we reached "busy" season as students returned to school.

Still not good enough.

A proper notice of resignation could be written and submitted that day.

Close...but it would still involve at least 8 more work days.

That day, I took a massive dive into oblivion.

20090603

Quick Life Update

  • Still looking for IT work
  • Updating 3 blogs
  • Focusing on Running
  • Exercising Regularly
  • No iPhone at the moment
  • Dating someone for two months now
  • Completely money-less
  • Eating pretty healthy
  • Going Barefoot as much as possible
  • Trying to lean towards the Paleo or Caveman diet
  • Camping every other weekend

20070406

Bike Parking Paranoia

I used to be pretty care-free about where and how I parked my bike, that is until the day my brother had his BMX bike stolen directly from him by some bullies. After that I was very careful about locking up my bike and staying away from questionable people.

Even when I started high school I used to ride all over the place but there were so many vandals that even though my bike was locked up at the school bike parking rack, they would still do things like kick-in spokes, deflate tires, or try to steal anything that wasn't firmly bolted down like quick release wheels.

When I started driving, I stopped biking to school completely, but I still occasionally rode on the weekends with my best friend, but I always had a large twisted cable lock on my bike.

But through the years, my paranoia of having my bike stolen subsided just a bit. I would leave my bike locked outside of my workplace but when I started working at one office, I started bringing my bike into the building.

But when I started working at NOMA in Southfield, we were in the same parking lot as a rather large movie theater that saw a lot of traffic and hooligans causing ruckus in the evening. There was NO-WAY I was leaving my bike outside to be trashed or worse. So, I starting bringing my bike into my cubicle. No problems, no worries. After almost 2 years of doing this, someone in the building management decided to make it an issue and screamed at me for bringing in my bicycle. When I asked why building security never stopped me from bringing it in, she said it wasn't their job to enforce "building policy". So I challenged her to show me this "policy" since there were no signs forbidding bicycles. It's not like I was riding it in the building, I always walked it.

However, even after talking to the building owner and not really getting a clear answer since it seemed like she was just trying to be neutral on the subject, I decided to start locking it on one of the benches just outside the main entrance so that it was in plain sight. The noise-maker of this whole affair then gave me a dirty look and attempted to say that I couldn't do that either, I interupted her and demanded that the building management company either supply secure bike parking for us cycling commuters or they allow me to bring it into my office where there have been no complaints. She immediately shut up and walked away, never to be heard from again.

So, for my remaining weeks at that job, I would continue to lock my bike to the bench or periodically sneaking it in if I got in really early.

After moving to Portland, I got a job with the Port of Portland and they were awesome enough to supply a secured bike parking ROOM for all its employees. Only the people that parked their bikes in the room had the key-code to get into it. Now way was my bike getting stolen in there.

I felt lucky to have such an accomodating employer since Portland seemed to have such a high rate of theft, especially if you didn't have a U-Lock.

I recently started working at Knowledge Learning Center (KLC) as a contractor and started parking my bike outside with several other bicycles, but being so close to a MAX stop made me a bit nervous so i started bringing my bike into my cubicle. My supervisor says it's OK as long as it doesn't block the walkways.

I wish more employers would give accomidations to cycles and either give them a secured location to park their bikes without transients and meth-heads trying to steal their bikes or allow us to bring our aluminum steeds into the office, but not everyone is that fortunate.

I've been lucky enough to never have had one of my bicycles stolen and I aim to keep it that way.

Now, no matter where I go with my bike, I always carry my 2lbs U-Lock to keep "My Precious" nice and safe. It is my main transportation, my hobby, and my passion.

-TQ

20070403

Breathe Deeply

*hack* *cough* *wheeze* *sneeze*

The sound effects of my life for the past 10 days. Gladly, my sinus infection and lung-fluid has gone the way of the cockroach. Gone for now, back when you least expect it.

I've been frustrated that I haven't been able to get back on the bike or go for a good run but this morning I had an easy but COLD ride into work. It was 33-degrees! Brrrr!

I'm not always cranky, only when I don't get my legs stretched out or if I can't do what I want do to medical and dental issues.

But I wonder...Portland was said to have high levels of benzene in the air due to lower quality fuel...does this mean that I'm poisoning myself even faster?

-TQ

20070329

UnHappy Camper

Ups and Downs. It is all cyclical. Not to be confused with cynical.

Not happy at all right now. I've missed two days of work, we've had beautiful weather and I can't allow myself to go running or biking.

Son. of. a. Bitch.

Cranky McCranky-PantsHere, I summarize:
  • Friday: 2 Flat tires, 1 hour late for work.
  • Saturday: 2 Flat Tires (see picture), Wiped out on the bike and banged my right shin pretty hard, Comedy Club was sold out.
  • Sunday: Started feeling crappy, bruises from fall really hurting, had to bail on a long ride with Matt, spent $90 on new tires.
  • Monday: Sinuses started acting up, sneezing quite a bit, I knew what was going to be next...
  • Tuesday: Couldn't breath through nose, lost my voice, called in sick.
  • Wednesday: Nose is running like a fountain of snot, voice is somewhat back but really scratchy.
  • Thursday: Still don't sound quite human, nose is under control, but now coughing up phlegm. Ick.

I'm thinking that this seasonal bloom of the cherry blossom trees that densely inhabit Portland are largely responsible for the nasal infestation of sickly mucus.

It's really cool seeing all these trees around my office building. The blooming makes them look like they are covered in snow.

Nice.





Friday night I went to see the new Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, which I found to be amusing. Dude. But, then on my way home, I ran over a rather large metal staple not unlike those used to hold together cardboard boxes.
I knew I'd be in for changing yet another flat before I even got home. I could hear a hissing coming from my tires at every revolution. I was fortunate enough to be close to home and was able to pedal home fast enough before the air ran out.

Saturday morning, I took off the now deflated rear wheel to patch the tube and see what had punctured it. It was so well embedded in this tire that I had to use pliers to pull it out. So much for "flat-resistance" in the Continental Gator-skin tires.

After putting the tire back on the rim, I started pumping it up to pressure of 110psi, but around 60psi I heard a distinctive "pssst-sssssssssss". Ugh. FLAT AGAIN.

The Continental tires seem to have a reputation of sitting very snugly on rims so I had to use tire-levers to put it all back together again, which is what caused my second flat for the day. The tube became pinched between the level and the rim. I should have stuck with the Specialized Armadillos.

After being delayed for two hours trying to take care of my tires and the many phone calls I seemed to have received, I was on my way to Vancouver, WA for a second day in a row.

Just as I was about a half-mile from my friend's house, I was making a somewhat sharp turn but miscalculated where the road ended and muddy shoulder started. This caused my front wheel to suddenly slip out from under me, tossing me to one side and making me land in a really weird position that bumped my hip and whacked my right shin, just above the ankle...again. I bumped it in almost the same place back in August 2005 during the Torture 10,000 ride. HO-LY-CRAP that hurt. It took two days before it didn't sting anymore and for the swelling to go down, but now it doesn't feel like I've broken something.

Now, I'm dealing with what seems to be a seasonal cold. I really hate feeling like an invalid. I can't go for my regular runs, biking around, weight training or anything physical for that matter.

I truly understand the frustration a good friend of mine is going through with his various pains. I'm grouchy from not being able to do something for a few days, but his problems have been going on for MONTHS. Anonymous friend, my heart goes out to you.

Let's see if my lungs will be clear enough for a 200K brevet this Saturday. Probably not, but I will remain optimistic until the last minute.

20070117

Snow Day and Night

The Hawthorne BridgeLate Addition: 26.3 miles of snow-biking goodness.

Portland finally got some REAL snow today! We had a sorta-snow-day last week, but it was only enough to cover the ground, look pretty, then it all melted by lunch-time.

I awoke to 3 inches of powdery stuff on the ground and the temperatures somewhere in the 20's. I tried to run some errands, but the places I needed to go to were all CLOSED due to the snow. Oh come on...it's not the end of the world, it's just some snow!

So, I went for a really long walk/run of about 6 or 7 miles before coming to the realization that I could be riding my mountain bike in this stuff!

I did just that.

7:30pm to 12:30am, I rode from my apartment, up and down Mt. Tabor, down the 205 bike path, over to the Willamette River via Springwater Corridor, through downtown Portland, up to Forest Park, in for one mile, then back downtown to catch the Max home.


Blimey! It was so cool to be riding on some nicely packed snow! I wanted to do it many times in Michigan, but the rock salt that permeates all Michigan roads would have just killed too many bike parts. Oregon doesn't use salt! Woohoo!

A few interesting sights on this night-time adventure.
  • 2 guys on ATVs on the Springwater Trail (Bad people!)
  • 3 coyotes at the entrance to Forest Park
  • 1 crazy lady wearing a cardboard box on her head like a hat
  • 1 kid yelling "You're Crazy! Crazy!" as I cycled by him
  • Me yelling back "I might be Crazy, but I've never felt better!"
  • Both water bottles partially freezing to the consistency of a Slurpee
  • At least 15 other riders doing the same thing as me!
Weeeeeeeeeeee!

-TQ

20070115

Move By Bike Times 2

Update! Steph R has posted her bike move pictures on Flikr.

Move by Bike 2 and 3

These last two weekends I've assisted some strangers in a "Move By Bike". First was "Kirsty's Aquatic Bike Move" and then this past Saturday was the "AaA:aAA Bike Move to Alberta and Albina: an Alliterative Address". I had done this once before in September for Ben and his Chinchilla.

Who are these people? I happened to meet some of them before their move at previous events in Portland, but I don't really KNOW them. I did it to meet new people and make new friends.

On all occasions it was a ton of fun and always ended up in some free food for my time and effort. But the most interesting thing about these moves is that we always seem to get everything in one go with the people that show up. We've even moved a full-sized matress and a couple of dressers.

It just seems like such a cool way to move across town! Put your move date on a website, confirm some e-mails, move, feed your movers, profit! Cheaper than a moving van? Probably.

Bicycle Philanthropy:

Some months ago I was given a decrepit Schwinn road bike during a garage sale. Both tires were flat and rotting, the left brake was missing, and the cables were falling apart. I thought I could make this another project bike, fix it up and give it to my girlfriend. However, seeing as I still don't have any extra money or girlfriend, I've decided to donate the bike to the good folks at the Community Cycling Center.

Oh well...hopefully the next woman I date will actually have her own set of wheels. In fact, it will be mandatory. Don't ride, don't date.

One more bit of info for anyone that cares to know:

It has now been 90 days since I've last driven my car. Granted, the car still isn't running, but I rather like having to take public transportation and my bicycle everywhere. The only thing that really sucks right now is that it has been very wet and cold here and I don't really have very good winter riding clothing, but I've been getting by with what I have.

Cheers!

-TQ